IM Back Bitches!!

Time to Stop

2010-10-08T19:50:00.000-07:00

When is it time to Stop Enjoying??
i ask this Question Myself alot of times....
Frankly speaking, i dont know when will i stop Dancing..
Maybe never i guess..

is it a good thing?
Should i just carry on and go with the Flow..

why do we alwaes ended up Fighting?
among each other..
Do you know that it hurts
especially when it comes to frens..Your own frens..

we use to be tight..
now, where are we now..
Why must you lie to me...
why must you change?

Clubs..
i use to be Wild and Hardcore every weekends..
seriously, Friday sat and sunday.. every single weekends..
Im out Clubbing..
drinking Drunking..
Yeah, i miss those times..
eva Since, im Attached.. i've stop all those..

Just ask this to yaself..
When???

Missing you

2010-04-10T10:58:00.000-07:00

B4 i go KL for my holiday
i wanna say something
for you
and onLY you

Love you for who you are
you are my strength in life
You are also my pillar in MY life

You play a big part
The biggest Part

You make me happy
you make me feel Whole
Not my HOLe..hahaha

im gonna be gone for only 3 Days
SO dont b Naughty
if you missed me
Visit me here

And everything will b fine
i Love you alwaes
and never Turn my back on you

You cared for me for much
so i wanna do the same for you too
not much
only this pic, and this Word..

as you can see..im smiling for you.. :) (i know takde maksud) haha

isaac loVe Ismail

my last wish

2010-04-01T11:22:00.000-07:00

Is to End all of this conflicts..
God, as much as i love you guys..
theres someone/somebody retrict it..
theres alwaes..
why,
why this happen to me..

let me enjoy the glory (not glory hole ok)
but also let me see this torture together
Puas hati kau!!!
Puas i guess..

i take it as a challenge..
but isnt it kinda too late for me??
im not like last tyme anymore...

i dont even think of it anymore
but it just hurt to see..

innocent peoples being the victim
not just people..
but they are your family...

remember that..

frankly speacking,everyone wanna save their Black ass..
wanna cover their wrong doing
den pass it around like it was a Disease or somekind..

i pity this people..
i pity myself to even have to b part of it..

wheres the semangat?
wheres the spirit?
wheres the trust?

wheres the Family bonding.....

im happy to have known you all..

i have never regret..

never..

best regards... isaac

april

2010-03-29T11:11:00.001-07:00

April is coming..

jantung aku berdentam dentum..

school is coming for you...

im happy for you but im worried too

love me as what you promise me..

love me for who i am

love me if you say you love me..

meant it what you say..

muhammad ismail bin muhammad amin..

i love you alwaes..

our love will cherish forever...

and im here beside you whenever you need me most..

Actually, i need you most la..but whatever... i love you..

Happy schooling...

AND TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO WANNA DATE HIM OUT!!! YOU DIE!!!

IM GONNA GUT YOU LIKE A FISH!!!!

ok im done..

Dead

2010-03-29T11:01:00.000-07:00

Hi DEAD BLOG of mine...

its been Months ehk tak layan kau...

ape perasaan kau skarang?

feel neglected??

Should b huh??

jangan la sedih..

it just that, too many things to write abt..
to tell abt..

but it just that i dont have any time...

tau tau la skarang nie, semenjak-menjak Facebook dah meletop kan...

aku pandang fB je..

but that doesnt mean i forget abt you blog....

i still think of you...

and i love you...

very very much...

smile for me please...

:)

HATE

2010-02-22T08:40:00.001-08:00

THE WORD UGLY...

UGLY make people feel BAd and worst

What so GOOD abt UGLY?

WHY??

I THINK THE WORD UGLY SHOULDn't HAVE PUT IT IN THE DICTORNARY..

BECOZ ITS UGLY...

UGLY IS EVIL...

UGLY IS BAD...

URGHHH UGLY!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT UGLY,..

YOU SUCK!!

JUST DIE LA...

REPLY

2009-12-24T09:01:00.000-08:00

I NEVER ATTEND TO YoUR BURFDAY IS BECOUSE IM SICK..

DONT YOU GET IT...

THANKS FOR BLOGGING ABT IT..

URGHHH...

AND I CAN SENSE..

ABT THE YEAR END PARTY...

HAVING DOUDTS TOO...

HMMMMM...

will YOU OR WILL YOU NOT...?

WE SHALL SEE..

TAKING REVENGE...

BUT STILL, NO POINT BEING PETTY

COZ IM YOUR BRADER REMEMBER?

HAH..

WHATEVER..

im tired but Fun

2009-12-18T02:28:00.000-08:00

for the First time in my life, finally i get to visit INDONESIA!!

its Fun and Crazy

and alot of memories left behind..

to the extand i dont wanna go back.

ive bought something Original..

and thats all i can effort..

hahah

heres something abt BINTAN..

You Gotta have Money..
No money
dont talk

really REALLY
EXPENSIVE.....

and you know what!

They Use SINGAPORE CURRENCY!!!!!!

Lyte WTF...

and its TRIPLE THE PRICE..

LUCKY WE are Half Sponsored...

OR else..

i will b starved to death..

Btw, pictiorlal time..

more will b on my facebook..

*winkS*

on cruise Yall..:)

my Boarding Pass..

BINTAN!! got Dancers somemore...

Our beloved Luggage.. One word, MELAMPAU!

OUR ISTANA!!! HUGE RYTE?! its FABOLOURS!!!

and SAy hello to my new Purse.. Its Original ok..

more pictures?..

go facebook..heheh..btw, i miss you

yes you...who else

baby is...

LOve..

Dedicated

2009-12-10T19:49:00.000-08:00

i Have been thinking a bout you lately...

and you know im going off to bintan next 3 days...

im dedicated this to you..

for you to remember us...

when im away..

thats how i met you thru msn.... haha

saper nak layan..you tell me..haha

second date..snap shot.. i amik you tak realised pun...and i love this pic

one of the random pic which i raser i like.. :)

i know what you like to do..buy CD~es..like ALOT!!!!! at heeren. :)

and the most importantly is what i love abt you...

i like the way you look at me....
you treated me..
you cared for me..

yes..2 years relationship..
deres up and down yes..
but we still ended up strong..

you make me feel special.
you respect me for who i am..
you change me..

and you know that i love you..

i dont have to say..
i know you know it too..

you look at me straigth thru the eye

i can feel the heat..

you make me whole again..

so would you?

kiss me...

reflect

2009-12-07T09:44:00.000-08:00

please reflect on myself
please listen to advice
please listen to him la isaac
please dont be emotional over a small thing la
please understand me
please dont stop scolding me
please dont stop saying "i love you" cos i need that
please sayang me as much as i do to you
please, i dont want your money
please, i dont need your money
please listen to my explaination
please stop asking my money la mama.
please let me have my time with my frens
im crying ryte now..
typing this down....

i cant do this no more..

you, i love you

and i hope you like the shirt and the gift...

i know you do..

and i have fun with you in genting..

remember hot chocolate!!!

i nak lagi...

mayb tomorrow i go buy..

mayb..

you

DEC

2009-11-29T21:46:00.000-08:00

In the month of DEc...

alot of shows you guys need to watch....

thank you for your support to watch us fhunkie at genting..for DCOH..

and and not forgetting my beloved Voguelicious...

dey are doing and hour concert show for SEasons..do buy the tickets...

do support and give your love..

so yeap...

in the month of dec, it will b a busy and relaxing month for me..
going for competition, going bintan and doing countdown perfomance..
just recently perform for mediacorp at rasa sentosa..yeap...and i want the video seri..hahah...

ok la..i need to go werk now..love korang2..

and to bff...relax ok..chill...

untuk empunye

2009-11-29T08:55:00.000-08:00

till you are addicted to me
like the sand and the sea
and everything that you see is avision of mine

you make me so high

i need you more and more la sayang

nak kater i dah buang tebiat, i maseh waras..

kater la ape2 you nak..

you sakit, i risau coz im not there for you..

im werking..you resting..im eating..you sleeping..im thinking
you....
i hope you think tha same way too..:)

i got a love in my soul..
and you make me whole..

yummy....

i think

2009-11-23T01:56:00.000-08:00

this is what i saw yesterday nite after torning with my Drag frens
and god sis...

Just outside my house..

my corridor..

i just guess la..

but im not quite sure..

it can b a flying monkey..

or mr karang guni..

its at 3.30am.

i didnt get to take a shot soo i google abt it. :)

Love and lust

2009-11-19T23:21:00.000-08:00

I want your love and your friendship.

But more than that, I want you to desire me like no other. I want you to feel the heat running through your veins, and I want you to have strong, uncontrollable thoughts about holding me, caressing me, making love to me.

When you think of me, your temperature will soar and lustful thoughts will fill your mind so that no matter what you’re doing you’ll be distracted and not be able to get me out of your mind. Think of me as you would a wild, carefree lover. And don’t hold back the lust you have in your heart. I’m yours – completely, totally yours.

I want you to lust for me until you can barely stand it. I want you to rush into my arms the moment you see me, to fulfill so many of your fantasies. Let’s experience what others merely dream of. Let's do it.

Lust for me and you’ll be happily surprised at what I can do for you.
Lust for me and we’ll be the envy of every one who knows us.
Lust for me and we’ll live an incredible life together.
Lust for me and make our world complete.

BooM

2009-11-17T23:10:00.000-08:00

iVe been caught up in the rain..
thunder here and dere..urghh..
i miss the rain yes..
not too much please..

im getting off track..
im telling myself its not a good idea..

baby, thinking of you everynow N then..
you need to get off my head..
i cant werk
i cant think
i cant sleep well
..i love you..no doubt abt that.

i promised myself not to think much
but he,(you) make my heart go "ah ah"..

im getting myself to something that i wanna..

but i feel like stopping..

i feel like a Rubber band..
i feel soo strech OUT..
let me go now..

i feel BooM.

OH Now.

2009-11-10T08:07:00.000-08:00

This is to all my Haters out dere...yes you, hey welcome to my Blog..
So how everything...? you like it huh..saying things abt me and my personnal life to
others..you think i dont know?..you think im stupid? you think that im just a Harmless
little creature that would just sit around listening to all that Shits and Craps and Doing NOTHING?!!

You have NO Fucking Idea!!!
i Can Make you suffer More!!
i Can make you feel Small..Uber small..smaller than a dirt...

its funny to even receive anonymous Phone calls "like" early in the Freaking Morning
Just to be Called "you Suck" then you put down the phone...you GOT no BAlls Boy!!
Really, Shame on you..and now you wanna try that same trick again on me..hahaha..it wont happen..

and and ....

you think i cared?
to what you and your "frens" say's abt me...
you are soo Wrong..

i dont bother, True, i dont but why must i need to Blog abt it now..
coz i think that this is funny..
"people who doesnt really know you Proclaims that they know you"..
you know what, Bullshit...
you dont know me well, YOu jolly well Dont judge me for what i look on d Outside.
You jolly well get to know me first.

i wanna say this word'phrase also i think,"ahh tak perlu siak" But,
i think you are just PLAIN JEALOUS that you are not Recognizable..
that you are just nothing..

hahah..

tag me on my tagboard now..and you think i cared..?
huh... lol

you haters are Just Plain Losers and are just Jealous coz Other people
Go far and you are Not!

well i guess, this is what people say is...."LIFE"

oh ya, btw, i Know who visit my blog ..so just wanna tell you that i can track you down which comes with Your email address everything...so yeap.. :)

One more thing Bitches..

sweet dreams Fuckers.

awake

2009-11-04T10:55:00.000-08:00

heya, yeap, now the time is 3am in the morning and i just cant sleep.
haha, dont know why, thinking of you la..
who else, you, sugar...

left wif one more day to meet up wif you.
i super uber cant wait..
want to know why?

cos im sick and tired to talk to the phone with you..
i wanna see you..
not your voice..
you, here in my face, infront of me..face to face...nose to nose.
here beside me..

8 days

one time

its suck

sugar.

but i still love you..

and i know you love me too.

:)

thinking of you

what if

2009-11-03T08:20:00.001-08:00

what if i was never born a dancer?
what if i was born a girl?
what if i realised that i have Cancer or something deadly is growing inside me?
what if i was born crippled?
what if i was born in africa?
what if i was brought up by a poor family?

i question this myself lately...what if..

my answer would b.

1. i would b working full time in ARMY i guess.. :)
2. i would Dress up lite a SLUT..having alot of boyfrens and suGadaddys, or
if i am attached wif Is, i would probably b Pregnant now wif his baby.... :)
3. oh god, i dont know what to say...repent..?
4. i would join the olympic and make singapore proud or sell tissue paper?...god, no.
5. i would makes frens with lions, zebras... wear leapord prints?
6. i would STUdy extra hard and make me and my family proud..

so i guess, i am happy with myself for what has happen to me..
i cant really turn back the time huh...?
no more turning or looking back at the past.
no more complaining abt how stress is werk, dance and stuffs..
this is what i want..
this is what i have been working Hard for..
and i know i can do this..

THIS IS IT

Talking Session with Myself

2009-11-01T10:12:00.000-08:00

heya isaac, how are you?...
"err, im fine thank you...but im feeling very tireddddddddd....."
Why isaac, what happen?
"i dont know, mayb its just work i guess and i keep on thinking abt stuffs.."
stuff?, whats stuff isaac?
"nothing...."
Aww come on isaac, spill...tell me..
"eh ehk, demanDING pulak...Pakse pakse orang..."
really?
"ye Reallyyyyyyyyyyy......"
are you sure?
"yes!"
Are You............
"YESSSSSSSSSSS!"
marah ke isaac?
"errr...its kinda annoying, really..."
why?
"HUh?
Why Marah?
"WHat the F^&*!!!!..Stop it!"
Stop?
"ya, stop it"
Stop what?
"OH MA GOD!"
tell me....
"huh?"
Please..
"you know what, im ending this Conversation with you..."
.....
"Im Done here..Bitch!" *Walk away....* *Far away from the lappy*

FCUK you

2009-10-28T00:34:00.000-07:00

You Wanna blame me for all the shits you receive from Your crew? in the first place why bother telling me?
Im not from your crew.
and i know your crew wont pissed off if you told them the whole trufh abt how you feel.

Come on la, your personal prob i can handle, im your ex remember...i can help you, i try..but your CREWS prob, Dont tell me, i dont need to know...its good enuf i told your girlfren abt it..
if im that bad, i might as well tell the whole world, but why shouldnt i? im not that kinda person..

you have probs wif your crew, you jolly well tell them in their face..not to anybody..
i respect you.and please do respect me too..i respect your crew too..

Gosh...i dont beleive it...and yes, i accept your apology....but dont you think its kinda tooo late for me to accept it..but i will..and stop preaching abt it..

Class Photos

2009-10-27T10:56:00.000-07:00

you guys know that i am teaching schools recently..
i have the licence now to teach school and get paid...duhhh..
so yeap, heres the pic...

4/

i enjoy it so much and i miss dem already

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R .L.A.H

2009-10-25T09:20:00.000-07:00

WHaTs Wrong wif you Haters?....
Hating Here and Dere...do you guys Seek
Attention?
To Hell wif you people, really...Guys,(my juniors)
Evil people lyte Those haters who tagged ayim blog are Just stupid,
Very Childish.Why must we
Even Care abt dem..we know that we didnt bItch or being Two faced to other people.
Really waste our time to even Care abt dem.. :)why even bother to tag back to this

Low life Creatures..
after dat we end up having
Headache.. Waste time and money go Clinic....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdQcFIeqT7o&feature=related

k, im set

2009-10-22T09:36:00.000-07:00

ive Packed my things for lata mass Dance in Telok Kurau secondary...
Will b Conducting Dance workshop for 2 classes together in the school Hall..
Early Freaking Morning, OH ma!

have not prepared anithing...
i dont know what choreo to teach...
what clothes to wear lata...
Boots or dr martens?

Bra or no bra...heheheh that part kidding..im not Tranny..even tho i have tranny frens la...
hehe..hmmmm, btw, i love the proposal and the amount that i will b getting...

but still, hmmmmm....i think can get higher...coz i need my dance partners too Bro..

you must understand the scene YO!!

Yeah or Neigh?

yeah ryte....Absolutely...

im tired and shag,

2009-10-20T05:14:00.000-07:00

but thank you god for this...
all of this

patience and effort..

come to all this...

i get to teach schools now..

i get the chance prove to my family that i am not just capable to do just acting
and dancing but to teach in schools...

thank you awak..for this lappy im using..

thank you for the early burfday gift...

awww...i just dont know what to say but thank you soo much...

yeap, i know, now i have a bill to settle...

i love my juniors..

i love siti, hakim, wan, halim, kane, wawa, totot,eypul
ewan,fiq,mira, not for getting, my fhunkie, and beloved voguelicious..

alalalaaaaa.....

not forgetting you too la papa...mwah!

and as for ella and faizah...heheheh, ive update already...mwah saayang korang

You

2009-10-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

I wrote something for you...

and only for you..

Dear _Is_,

I love you. Since you came into my __Life_, I've looked forward to each _day_, the early morning, meeting up wif you every week _once_, the _beautiful_ sky with us beneath a zillion stars, _love_ me. You make me feel _secured_ as no one else _did_. I like the person I am when I'm _wif_ you. You bring out a part of _me_ I never knew existed, a part that was born with our first _meet up_ A year 9 months ago. You made me feel _whole_; now I have a reason to _live_; now I have a cause, a reason to believe that if you have patience, good things gonna happen to you. i think i did!You took me into your life. I dont know what you saw in me "all the qualities" that no one else had. im glad you chose me. theres no word to explain abt our love. Yes, I love you, for all these and so much more. I love you for being yourself, and I love you because of the person you made me.

Love,
_isaac_

its True what people say, True Love is hard to find..
but when you have it, Cherish it...
and dont let it go...

(remember, this is the Very first Snapshot that i took)

(and the very first picture you post in frenster that caught my eye)
and you need someone to pick it up...

i Pick it up..

and thank you for everything..

nothing in Particular

2009-10-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

In my recent post, im was Never refered to anyone in particular...
so stop assuming...

why terase?

why feel the pinch?

feeling guilty?

i just had enuf of this Drama...

so i guess, i wanna lay back..and concentrate more on the choreo and dance prac.

i have already done my part by saying what i need to say..

i wont repeat myself..

why repeating if no one's listen...

putting a deaf ear?

mind as well you cement your ear hole...

i still love you guys..

sometimes you have to think for your own and to think it thru b4 you decide..

last and not least..stop assuming..

and You are still my family.

im angry yes, but still i have sympathy too

imnotbeingpetty

2009-10-04T03:36:00.000-07:00

Congrats to you Guys.... like really... Claps#

here some spills/pointers...

why didnt i Know the discussion in the first place...?

why didnt i be inform?

Who do you Think You ARE?

seriously, i had enuf...

i dont need another person to teach my way..
my style,
my dance..

and if you think you are better den me?....

gerl, you are sooo Wrong...

i Think in this industry, You BEtter WERK gerlfren...

and you know what,

Some people really pissed me off....

What kind of Idiot do you take me for?

Dont give me that Shit!

yes im Angry, im pissed, YOU can go to HELL as fas as im Concerned honey....

Shu-prises

2009-09-27T03:02:00.000-07:00

thank you papa.....

Original ok.. :)

and now, i need to say that i cant wait to see TMC in action for dance Xplosion..

new concept..new style..and more daring den eva..

chey promote sey...

im myself joining the same competition...
urghhh..
i hate competing...

i shall pray for us both....

amin...

and papa, see you this wednesday...

get prepared papa..
get ready...
get set...
get...
Whatever la...
pape jumpe k...
hahahahah mwah...

heartbreak

2009-09-20T04:09:00.000-07:00

First day of Raya, i just reach home from the Hospital....
the day before raya, i was admitted to the hospital due to my asthma attack...
and i tot it was just a normal attack....

i was wrong...

what i heard from the doctors when i was in the ICU ward..was kinda disturbing...

can i survive...

can i still see the world...

can i still repent....

can i still see my family tonite?..

the new's to hard for me to handle...

normally, i can take it as a joke....

but now, i think i cant....

not just i have an asthma attack....

but now, one of my lung pipe is block or Corrupted as what dey says....

i cry, i didnt break the news to my parents yet....

i dont know what to say...or how to explain...

for now, im glad the doctors send me back home just in time for me to
seek forgiveness to both of my parents b4 i went to werk...

so i believe now, life is pretty much exclusive huh....

i just have to live life to the fullest...

im sowie for those people that i didnt get the chance to say sowie or to seek forgiveness..

so here goes, i dun know how to say it but i will try,

Guys, maafkan salah silap sayer dari hujung rambut sampai la kehujung kaki..
halalkan makan minum sayer, rokok or ape2 ke...
kalau ade terkasar bahase or termaki sesuker hati..
harap dimaafkan ye...
dari hati yg ihklas ini, isaac ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya..
mari kiter semua bersuker riye...

love and kisses..

news

2009-09-15T01:58:00.000-07:00

Reach back singapore from genting competition last 3 days ago....

We bring back Good news...
We get thru to the next round..Finals!!!

all the hard work paid off...
Alhamdulillah..
NOw, preparing for another competition wif Beloved Voguelicious...
Dance explosion...

Seen the Dance preview..
its tough..urghh..
but what isaac cant do ryte?
haha..insyallah, i can make it, wif the rest too..

Yesterday, voguelicious geylang Outing..
it is Fun to the max...
i wore leggings...OMg... haha..
must blend in Mah...
haha, den get to know, everyone is wearing jeans...Urgh...
im the odd one...
hahah..but wth, i had fun..

We tawaf the whole geylang after our break fast...
semua MATA memandang ok...hehe
At us...

i miss that feeling...
and we make kecoh at the Bazaar..
wif people, whistling at us...smile at Us...haha, bad moments, good moments..
all at the same time...

i bought my baju raya...
(green in colour)
hehe, very kampung2 you noe..
i feel soo Malaysia, no offence...haha

i read some people blogs..
i noe what you guys want...
the old tymes..
i want it too..'
but if i risk it again...
will it last..
is it worth ?..

insyallah, one day ok...
i have sympathy too...
i want my Original TMC back...
Fadh, hakim, siti, kane, halim...
the old batch..
the one who bring glory twice...

i hate this issues..
i hate thinking abt it..
true fact, i have not been thinking abt you a very long tyme..
coz im too busy, im just need to concentrate more on dem 3OT..

you can come down if you want to...
i dont mind..
but will it make a diff?
to dem yes...
to me..
i dont know..

its been months...i think..
the wound that i have in me have sewed up tightly..
leaving scars for people to see..

i dont want to have a more cuts...
i dont want to feel anymore pains...
i just want to live life to the fullest.. wif people that i love most..
My juniours, my fhunkie, my voguelicious, my Papa bear.. my mum and dad...

im surprised to get alot of new dancers...thanks for the response guys...
(jumping up and down) happily...

hari Raya is coming this weekend...
i forgive everyone one of you people who Do shits upon me within this months, years..
and i hope you guys forgive me too..
im not perfect..
im still human..

and i would lyte to see a future in 3Ot...
as i can see it ryte now...
you guys are struglling...but not to worry my juniours..
abg still here for you k...
and the whole fhunkie supporting you guys from the back...!!

and lets face it...
you Guys work hard..you guys earn what you get...
remember that...believe in yourself...
you guys are not just a normal crew..
you guys are a family...

okok...this is random... my birthday is coming...and i want a bIG ADIDAS BLACK GOLD BAG!!!

haha, kidding..

all i can say now is...
Practise hard
work hard
Play hard
and you get what you want!!!!

love and kisses...abg..

Sayang korang!! hehe

Anxious

2009-09-08T03:40:00.001-07:00

HEy People......

In less den 48 Hrs..im going to GENTING!!!! WOOHOO!!!!

and im still at werk now....

im going to miss my baby (gemok) Bear..mY dancers...all...dean Menjeng..
(his here beside me)

im Soo Dunt know how to FAST over there....urghhh....

Coz im not fasting here in Singapore...hehehehehheheheheheh...ok lame!

Bye..toodles.

Gembira LA sangat!!!!!

Says

2009-09-06T01:29:00.000-07:00

I have alot of feelings now to say....

i will say it out one by one...
randomly..

* i Feel Damn tired...
* i feel stress..
* i need an Alarm clock..
* as much as i need time to rest...i dont...im fully occupied
* its my Baby bear Birthday Today...
* im Having a Bad Mood..
* My mum Hates my life....
* im Surprised...
* i Need $$$..
* my Own $$$

* i Dun like sharing my Stuff...
* i Love my siblings but the bonding is not dere anymore...'
* i dont blame dem, im Too busy..
* i dont blame myself..Coz i chose this Path..
* i Love the choreo, Our choreo..
* but its killing me..Internally...
* im having a slight headache...
* but i can manage it...

* i Love having new frens...
* i love andreas..
* i love mazlan...
* i love Voguelicious..
* and lastly, i love my Bff...Veron...
* i Hate Fights and Arguments between us frens...
* Can we just Stop it....

* i hate siding..
* cos both of you are my Bff....

* i Love my juniors...
* i Love the effort...
* Thanks for the commitment...
* You guys rock my undies....

i Feel lyte punCHIng you in your sleep...
really...

i have been thinking so much lately...
how i wish i can stop thinking...

i wish to be a FAmous, i wish to be known...
i wish to do something more...
i wanna b recognised....

i hate your style..
i hate your response...
i hate late comers, (random)
i hate big talkers...
i hate last min plan....

Cannnot wait, Den jump over the sea....

Im talking crap....

i never needed you for judgements...
i just needed you to love me.. for who i am..

just me...

all i can say that, this month is a stress month....
and i dont blame Ramadan...

happy bIrthday TUa!!!!

NO

2009-08-30T21:43:00.000-07:00

I HAD ENUF OF PEOPLE USING MY CHOREO....
I HAD ENUF OF LISTENING TO LECTURES...
I HAD ENUF OF SEEING PEOPLE USING MY STEPS AND CLAIMING THAT ITS DERE'S..
NO MSG, NO CALLS..BULLSHIT!!!

FROM NOW ON, AKU HARAM KAN PEOPLE USING MY STEPS.....
AND TO YOU....STOP CALLING ME OR ANYONE OF US FHUNKIE....STOP USING MY STEPS...FOR THE LAST TYME, STOP IT...

MY SIBLINGS TOLD ME THAT I AM BEING TO NICE TO PEOPLE...
WELL, THE FACT IS, YES I AM NICE, BUT PLEASE, DONT MISJUDGE ME...COZ HAD ENUF ALREADY....

NO MEANS NO....
YOU KNOW, HOW HARD FOR ME TO CHOREO THAT STEPS??
YOU KNOW THAT IT AINT SIMPLE...
YOU GUYS ARE CAPABLE OF CHOREO~ING..BUT WHY??

AND TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO LISTEN TO ONLY HALF OF THE STORY.....
AND JUDGE ME WRONGLY, IM SAD COZ YOU KNOW ABG BETTA DEN ANYONE...DEN HIM....YOU GUYS KNOW ME YEARS..NOT MONTHS....YEARS....

IM NOT SAD..
IM NOT ANGRY..
IM JUST DISSAPPOINTED...
FREELANCE....
HUH??
WOW...
WELCOME TO THE GROUP...
LETS BRING IT...i SWEAR, MY JUNIORS IS STRUGGLING YES.....
BUT DEY ARE PRACTICING HARD....
I SEE,
WE SEE..
ADE PEGI ADE BALIK....
THATS ALL I CAN SAY....

WHAT AM I THINKING NOW....?
IM HAPPY COZ THE BURDEN IS ALREADY PASS OUT...
NOT ALL THINGS/PEOPLE IS NICE YOU SEE..
LOOKS CAN B DECEIVING....
ALL THE BEST

Lets Imagine

2009-08-24T02:37:00.000-07:00

Heya, Everyones knows that i was born Different from any Other Normal Guys...

i Dont watch Footballs..

i dont do Water polo...

Cut Short, i dont do Sports!!!!

i Dance...

i perform

i act

im an entertainer...

So you know hows my dress code is.....

Hot pants...

leggings...

long socks...

Dr martens Shoes that i Spray Personally...

Last tyme its Gold in colour..

and now...its White..Pure White...

i kinda like it...

But....

but, try and imagine...

5o yrs Down the road.......

im still using leggings...wif dr marten/Boots wif fedora hat wif highlight hair..

and this

t-shirt!!!!

i tell you.....

i have no Frens.......

so lets imagine....

Urgh..

2009-08-18T04:04:00.000-07:00

im in Pain...

im in deep pain...

i think its my worst day eva....
i cant breathe properly....

i cant jump around...

i cant sit properly....

i cant laugh...

i cant try to squeeze it...(nak mampus)

i cant Pass motion..(SHit)

cos i have something growing inside my ASS!!!!!

i dont know what that thing is....it betta go away....

go away please....

please.......

spending time

2009-08-15T10:09:00.000-07:00

wif papa bear after gum Operation yesterday....
yeap...GUM opEration...
my gum Swollen pple...
hurt so much..
urghh...

spend time wif my family...

i bought myself something...
or let me rephrase it
papa bear bought me something
....i cant use my money due to....some issues..

haha.....but thank you soo much...

i love fruit salad...

i love the room...
i love the enviroment..
i love spending time wif you...
senang kater la..i love everything that we do....

hahah, i eat lyte a pig?!!...i know ryte?...
first tyme, i kene tegur ngan you tadi...
ehk ehk, today you makan banyak ehk"..
"sowie la syg, i dah 5 hari tak makan betul tau.....
sakit gigi...

im aiming this pants fron UNI Color..from ION orchard..
its very the fcuking Fantabulors!!!
and the Price very nice too
i dont know..why soo XXX...
its just a cloth seh...

So UNFAIR!!!!!

ok la..gotta go!!!! tomorrow ade dance prac...
at Republic poly....
i loyte!!
Mwah!!

Sunshine

2009-08-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

Its been days, i didnt spend time at home wif Mom and dad, i miss my bed soo much, i miss my comic books, miss my other personal stuffs...miss dem...

spending time wif Andreas, beloved Fhunkie stylers, siti, hakim..and recently, My bff, Veron voguelicious...yesterday..

Drink and get drunk....

Lost my medicine along my way to werk just now...

now coughing lyte hell while typing this...

kinda have some mini arguments wif papa bear just now,...its not that i dont want to go....im werking...i noe la...i nie suker buat hal...i faham..im sowie...love me again pls....

i have a swollen jaw....

i have not been eating well lately...

feeling sick...due to this, yes....but what to do..i cant take another MC..i just cant afford it..
Fasting month is coming...and i need money to spend on my hari raya clothes and stuffs..

salary is in....i need to settle something wif my mum....
she needs money...
i need more money..
how?

on the lighter and brighter side of life...CAnt wait to go GENTING!!!
We are representing Singapore...
tOp 7 crews in singapore...
Against
7 Crews in MALAYSIA... Wooh...

Baek Fhunkie!!!
<3

Frankly speaking, im thinking of........

you Guess?

criter baru

2009-08-09T03:20:00.000-07:00

just want to dedicate this post to my one and only LOve....
my Heart and soul
my money thinker
my Bank..hahaha..
my sweet and gemuk papa Bear...

Remember how we met? some stupid and annoying chat eva...msn..
remember how we first met? at VIVO after my training...i mean i audition...for werk..?
i do...
its fresh in my head

me looking at you from afar....
Scary.....and i dont lite it actually....i scared of you....
cos i dont like PUNK!!! or Rock or whatever la your concept is......its Scary...

still you are the one that i still look up for in life.....
you change my life drasticly..
remember the suicide attemp tat i took....all the drama..in the Hospital....me, lying on the bed, wif all dose painful needles all around me..POKING me as if i nie macam Kek KUKUS!!!!

and you were dere..sitting beside me for 5 days....

during that point of time...my life is Sucks..
you Change me again...dengan ceramah tak sudah you yg irritating too...haha.

going here and dere wif you makes me happy...macam nak lompat2 atas meja je...skarang nie..
i dont noe, im happy...

tak sangke ehk.....kejam kelip mate...dah 1 year and 7th months....alhamdulilah...
i tau la..i nie abit A PAIN IN THE ASS....
but you still stick wif me....

deres alot more story to tell but i guess, this post surely will bring you some memories back....good and bad.....but mostly good....ryte dear.....i noe...cos im the Boss..you said it...

so sayang, hope you will read this and call me lata, manje2 happy happy....cos if you gonna feeling2 takde mood...

YOU
SIAP!!

*PS..btw, im at siti house.....and i love siti and mak dier....even tho, mak dier bubal sorang tadi.....love you both...thank you cik..slamat berbuker nanti!!!!! muah!!!

Being truthfull

2009-08-07T12:33:00.000-07:00

True fren respect true frens..
true fren dont dates another true frens fren..
true fren dont sms to another true frens fren saying that "i like the true frens fren"...and even say dont tell anyone?!
true fren dont fuck around true fren

if true fren do this to true frens....what will true fren do already...?
true fren get hurt
true fren stress
but true fren have to act this way...

true fren have to b truthfull..

btw, true fren change hp nom already...
so true frens go....

it hurts..
but tis must go...

now i have my true frens...and he is here wif me.....
thank you true frens....
thank you for opening up my eyes....
thnk you for giving me this strenght to move on...
thank you for being dere for me....
haha..funny, im saying this while you were actually looking at me typing it.....hahah..
okok true fren do miss you...just hope you change....coz now, you really need to save your reputation...
its getting dirtier....and true frens hate it.....

Hey

2009-08-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

Now,that my blog is open to anybody again.....and i have change the password already, just in case...ohhh btw, i just cant wait to learn new choreo, i wanna go ion ORCHARD....i heard its great...i wanna have the same Jacket as andreas papa...Black colour...hehe..i noe i cant have it now or lata....love my life now..its been great...thats to GOD...i love certain people now...i msg certain people only...im changing nom soon..this month....im not M.I.A...im just sick and tired of your Rolling...you roll here, you roll there...wahhhh....i hope you just keep on rolling until you hit something hard on your FACE.....nak terase, terus kan...i dun care!!!!

Go ahead, keep on rolling.... :)

YEAHHHHHHH..

2009-08-01T14:39:00.000-07:00

MY Blog is ALIVE........Updates!!!

Fhunkie got to go GENTING PEOPLE!!!!

8 teams in Singapore represent against Malaysia!!!!

Congrats to all semi finals!!!

Ps* me now at mazlan house..torn after Andreas show...only me alone je...

i miss mazlan and we plan to lepak2 and chill2..all the way to sengkang...haha..

dun worie b, im not drinking...no money..need to pay alot of stuff i owe..you noe i noe...hahah

i love you..papa bear
i miss you..
i miss 3ot
i miss my bff
i miss leggings..haha, siak..

i love who i am now.... thank you..

Beautiful soul

2009-07-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

im touched by your words...
By your blog...
abt what you said abt me..
i cried again..
and again..
yet again...

but im lucky to have known you and to taught you in dance..
thank you for everything..
thank you for your patience...
thank you for the sweetest msg..
that msg gave me strength..
that msg gave me hope..

pls pass your exams...
pls make Abg jamyl proud
pls make your Family proud...
pls make me Proud too..

Your care and concern is above expectation...
you have a kind heart and a talented dancer and individual..
i dedicated tis pOst for you...
and only you...

and im sure, people who know you will agree wif me too..

you may have three names..pfft..(melampau) lol

different names but still the same person..
who cares..
as long as you are happy..ryte?..

abg miss you
abg miss your miNah attitude..
abg miss your lame self and funny moments..
abg miss you..

its Ok and Congrats

2009-06-27T22:58:00.000-07:00

to FFDC for winning Third Place
to Funky Nuts for Winning Second Place
And AND AND my Beloved BAbies.. Fhunkie STylers for winning First place...

WOOHOO. F.I.S WOOH!!!

to my beloved Juniors..unique desire crew...dun b dishearten ok...Look and the bright side..
We have fun ryte wihin this Week..i am really impressed wif you all cos within One week( Everyday prac non stop) you guys can b this synchro and learn all the steps...

you hear your supportes ryte yesterday...its Giler....
we noe..
people noe...
ok..

congrats to the winners once again...

and what you did izzy...its gonna last a memory for me and the rest..
We, voguelicious Love you soo much...
Dancing in the stage, making it your own...
it is just nice and emotionally choreograph..

and and and..Voguelicious feeling2 ade concert tour la pulak...smalam..haha

what i feel lyte doing..i feel lyte watching porn and eating raisins at the same time..

you Know what...

2009-06-22T11:26:00.000-07:00

What did we do to Deserve this...
All the scolding..
All this nagging...
all the Vulgarities..

Ape salah isaac..we all..yg tak tau ape2??!!!

and i hate Voguelicious COPYCATS...and PCD wannabees...spare their name la..jangan Rosak kan namer dorang ok tak..i have enuf of it...Use your own name...stop using their name..

first of All, kiter sape nak Feeling2 kiter setanding ngan dorang semua...im talking abt PCD..

PCD is PCD..
Voguelicious is voguelicious...
Korang..Korang la..im saying in general...
kiter copycats...??
yg maner??
saper ikut saper...??
saper mintak tolong saper??
saper pakai baju samer??
saper amik concepts saper...???
saper pakai Boots dulu...??
saper mintak to have the peace gathering..
aku...aku..Buto arr korang..

and now..ape..korang nak..???...and korang ingat korang dope??!!!! i DUnt think soo..
and im not afraid of you laa...
World tour World tour..peduli ape aku...
korang ade hall ngan aku..korang msg aku...
coz aku malas nak layan, Tengok, muker korang..

ehk, kiter, memang tak bagus, but Let me tell you..
at least we have patience to b what we wanna b..

and ohhh...korang nak WAR kan...fine den..

Let have it..

we will surely prove to you guys...IN YOUR FACE..

your Ass burned

2009-06-18T11:06:00.000-07:00

Last tyime i have blog abt plastic....

This tyme round i wanna blog abt Tin can..

tin can..? why tin can..?

coz its metal and its worst den plastic...

i jus realised it afew days ago...

btw, im leaving soon...

its fun hanging around for a year..

i pity some people..

i pity the enviroment...

i wonder how...

well i guess i have to move away..

i have my eyes set on something..

i love my papa is soo much..

meet him just now, tell him abt my future plans..

and for the first tyme eva, he agree on it..

awwww..my baby, cant wait to see you lata..

happy 14th monthsary honey..

i love my hair..i noe some dont..but i dun care..lol

and im inspired by my fren..SUZANNA..

yes, i copied..she say ok what..hah...

and i tot we sua Already...?

why the tin can~ness..?

and you think i even care..

ya allah...pls la..

i noe im busy, but i still have a phone to msg ok...?!!

i nearly lost my wallet at seah im 2 DAys ago..GOD!! thanx to Amir..MWah...

and i lost 40 dollars..urghh..but i dun care abt money but what i care most is my wallet..

i have said im sowie..

i have done my part..

im still here for you..

all the best ok..

suddenly, my life feels soo busy..

wif dance

wif werk

not wif love..

wif everyday chores..

my life..

what i wanna do..

Relax and chill for a moment..im 24 this year..
what im gonna do..

i have money..yess i have..collecting and saving..

trying..

i didnt shop to buy new stuff for more den 2 months?..i think..

im sick and tired of my clothes..

i Love my dance crews..

love my juniors

i dun care abt abt peoples crew or juniors..

im just happy wif what i have..

gonna miss Izzy..

his serving the country next month..:(

its gonna b great i tell you

imy..

i hate HAte hate...tin can...people..

get out of my life..

thank you..

if you think that i am talking/refering to you...

suits you..

this goes to anyone who's been tripping over my wire for some time..

so yeap..

im going holiday soon

mayb

i still wanna dance

i still wanna coach

i still see

how..

so yeap, last werd, i dun like

people.. :)

Do as I say

2009-06-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

Im keeping this blog alIVE..

have no mood to blog cos i think im Feeling depresses..
i miss fadh...
i miss hanging around wif fadh..
i miss fadh accompany me doing remix....
i miss our laughter...
i miss us going to dance prac together and me sending you home first b4 i go home..
i miss drinking vitasoy wif you fadh..
i miss smoking wif you fadh..
why must we behave like this...
why must I behave like this?

i just hate CHANGED environment...
And i miss my papa BEAR..IS...

pioneer secondary area is miss by me
pondok under block is miss by me
7-11 is miss by me

i miss everything..
i miss my love
i miss papa
i miss fhunkie
i miss fadh

wanna update..A short one for now..

2009-06-09T10:59:00.000-07:00

Will b doing guest performing for Streetfest this coming Sunday..wif Voguelicious
its at Scape park orchard road..do come and support..much love..

When for prac earlier one..just for a while..slack for hours hheheheee...
i loyte...

i miss everyone...you guys voguelicious...
too busy i didnt get to attend and celebrate izzy's biggest day eva,,,his Burfade...happay belated burfae loves..Mwahh

i noe he have fun..as alwaes..:)

training Unique desire crew is happening giler babz..
Consist of 3 groups
funky nuts girls(faizah and ella)
Voguelicious(afes and aleep)
3Ot(fad, hakim and alim)

pracs for president show ...yeah, for our beloved mr president.(S.r nathan) wif 3Ot and Fhunkie..

i heart fhunkie stylerz..i miss fhunkie, i need fhunkie....and i enjoy the sentosa picnic!!
the whole family..3Ot, dylies and fhunk fam!!!

Great and enjoy that Day.

Miss ffdc..(must dengar to izzy ok) dear loves...

i want my TMC back...we gonna train hard again...i have new songs and new choreo...i tell you..
abg dah pasang BOMOH girl....hahah..no la kidding..i think TMC rest too long..very long..so Pls wake up...set your alarm ok..(peje si bapok nie) lol

im soo dont want to see anyone fainted again..(wink wink) while prac
soo not going to tolerate all the divaness
soo not gonna let others step over my boots eva agin..

i wanted to join MDIS wif voguelicious..
im booked..
i cant join Jim beam comp wif my beloved fhunkie due to werk..
WHY??? Why!!!! of many days....that day i Got WERk!!!!! uRghhh...
im sowie guys..
you noe i want to..

pape tetap aku jiwer fhunkie..coz theres where im raise up to as a dancer...i noe where i stand..
i remember guys..

i believe that all this while im the ONLY ONE who COMMIttED on choreo and Remixing for 3Ot /TMC...all my hard sweat, all my tired ness all done and given by me...yeye je, nak tolong...tak guna dah..Thank you soo MUch..you give me empty promises...Slamer nie,

im busy
im booked
im rushing
im thinking
im deciding
im planning
alllll
me me meeeeeee.....

and im still surviving..cant take it anymore..i do hope you read my blog and realised what you did is wrong my dear..yess, you are busy wif school but everytime? nahhhh i got bluetooth too girl...i hope you can come to me and say things out..cos i had enuf..

btw, gtg now, earlier on i say i wanted to have a short post..
MY ASS...

Breathe Den Attica

2009-05-31T21:20:00.000-07:00

First and foremost, Guys(30t) dun b dishearten..ok..i Noe you guys did great..Real great...

you guys are already winner to my heart..promised..and we really need to have a new routine..i have some new choreo~oreO...:)

Korang tetap abg Sayang ok..mwah....

btw, here the pic we took( voguelicious at attica..)

enjoy k.. mwah

i wanna b

free...

pay my dues

2009-05-24T09:43:00.000-07:00

Sowie..updates very late...like i noe ryte...

jus too busy wif life...

i show first explain lata..

so here we go,

turn myself into pharoah..

rehersals 6 Hours non stop..really...i noe,

im bad..im sowie..i have too..you guys will thank me lata..

rest assure my dears..

read upon their blogs..i feel guilty..urghh..real sowie..afew more days aje..

den thats it..
and i still love and miss kane!!!

ohh i copy and paste what did their write abt the prac day..

HAkim blog and he wrote:
"Its 1.26pm,I just woke up around 15 mins ago...hahs..guess I was so exhausted from all those trainings I had earlier on...hehs..And my whole body is having muscle cramps here and there...omg...this is so fun? haha...anyways,

Reached underground for prac and there we started stretching...and omg!Yesterday's stretching caused our legs in a cramped! like oh wth...]and guessed what, i cried while doing one of the stretching, cause I had phobea of what happened top me during primary school and I shall not elaborate that...kental kn..wtf...and sakit giler!Dada complain2 pfft! hahaAnyways, we had prac for like 6 hours continously and only given 30 mins break with 2-5 mins intervals in between...hehs...tough training? yes I shall say so...hahs..and now, everyone in 30T has a blue black on both our knees...cool kn? JIWER ah beb! BLUE BLACK SIOL! huhu...k lol!"

wawa blog and she wrote:
"yesterday prac was tiring...6 hours..30 mins and 1-2 min interval breaks..very tiring.."

Ps: im sowie.. i love you guys..mwah..

fadh..jangan mengamuk2..buruk nanti muker nye....ingat lagi tak joke tadi??

buah ape?.....hehe..thank you for the temaning...mwah

b, thank you for the movie treat, and happy 14th monthsary...as i will alwaes love you..
and i hope your tummy yg (buncit) itu gonna b ok....it shocked me...really, normally, when we go makan..you would eat like theres no tomorrow...hehehe( cakap orang si bapok nie) lol..btw, im missing you like hell, 8 more days to meet up again.. :(

Cheer up isaac..

ohhh, b4 i forget" happy burfday to ARMAN FFDC'..YAYYY!!! dah 15 kan??!!..hhehehe

btw, breathe is coming..ATTICA performance is on the same day too...!! OMG!!! what to wear, what song? Izzy...heheh,..

Love us..

Hope

2009-05-20T21:01:00.000-07:00

Good things Come For a reason....

Good things sometimes have to go....

We cant fight it....

We just have to let go.....

why do i have this feeling to just give up??

on life, on my werk, everything...

is it becoz i keep on thinking things that's not important...?

i shld stop all this...

people alwaes say" life is full of challenges"....

but i think this is too much for me too handle at one Go..

people alwaes say" if theres a will, theres a way"..

at this kinda situation, there no way..im stuck!!

my will just stop working for me....

Something caught my eye, while i read the newspaper earlier on

jus now...says" Dont go through life, GO Through life"

this words really give me an impact.

guys, we can still move on....

We do this for the our passion..

lets do this...

i need you to hold on...

like a balloon in the sky...

Pinkdot

2009-05-17T20:04:00.001-07:00

what can i say...

Thank you for coming to support pinkdot and voguelicious..

special thanks to Danny, kak liyanna, hilmi, yazid, Geogia, chanel, and the rest....sowie, i forgot your names....you guys really makes my day....thanks and lurve....

btw..heres the link for the video..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rULytDmdS_M&feature=channel_page

enjoy..

Stop it!!!

2009-05-15T12:34:00.000-07:00

Stop it i said.....i didnt heard or see anything and now i see it here.thru blog..what happen??? why??? i thot it is over..no more gudges...we love each team together?? yesss we have our differences but isnt we all are dancers????? yessss im angry, yes im upset....but i hope you wont do it again....its rude....its jus shocking....to hear...i never thot that you would do such a thing..abg forgive you and i hope everyone does...yess people do make mistakes...hope you will learn it...ok dear....we are supposed to respect each other whether they are good or not...yes we have our own say but to the extend of you noe discriminate that person?..how would you feel if you were to b in that person shoes?..think abt it...yess, that person wont show it thru blog or words...but behind the screen..inside his/her feelings....its crush...and i DONT want you or ANYONE OVERDOSE of drugs anymore....GET IT!!!!!

i noe you have prob...im alwaes here to listen..who am i kidding?? im your brader sehhhh...im not anyone else...if you cant commit and you need to relax from dance do tel me...your exams is near..i mean NOW ryte...you should concentrate more on it...pls..you ARE A gOOd dancer....you noe yourself....but still you need your cert.....

last word, i wanna do a public apology on behalf of this person that i love to the person who is involve...im SOWIE for what that person done to you and your crew...we assure that this matter will stop here...pls dont hold any grudjes on him or the crew cos its all a missunderstanding...im sorie once again...

Guys...no matter how hard your life is....alwaes remembered theres alwaes a solution to that problem..nothing is THE END....believe in yourself...

letters FOUND!!

2009-05-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

I said im not coming back, its is You fooled me once but you cant have that ego turning
Just to bad for you, that when you had me
Didnt know what to do, im soooo over you

You comin with those corny lines
"YOU Cant live without me!!" Bullshit!!
and i swear,
Ill get some flowers for the day that you are buried...
No, people make mistakes
But I just think your ass is fake!!!!
Only thing I want from you, is for you to stay away from me.... GET it!!!

ps* nothing in mind actually...ive found this notes underneath my cupboard!! reading it suddenly make me feel stronger ....

so i dedicated this to anyone whos feel shit and wanted to end life...being single is great...and if you are attached..loved your loved one as much as you can..cherish dem..b4 they turn dere back on you...( or you yourself)..

MSG TO EVERYONE..Cut and pASTE woRD fROM fAUZI RASSULL.

2009-05-14T09:07:00.000-07:00

MOVE ASIDE bitches. Voguelicious is the topic once and for all.That's right.

VOGUELICIOUS PERFORMING AT 5PM SHARP!!!!!!!!!!!We all know you miss Voguelicious performance as much as I do! This is your chance to watch the boys "live" this Saturday as they will teach you the correct way of being SEXY. SEDUCTIVE. HOT. All that through their PCD-inspired dance of course. Who are we kidding?The raw talent that Voguelicious has are as fantastic as anything you have seen in Singapore. They are one of the best dance acts you might have seen in this country. SO BE SURE TO MARK YOUR CALENDER.

Venue: The field at Hong Lim ParkDate & Time: May 16 (Sat), 4.30pmWhat to wear: Pink (caps, hats, glasses, sunglasses and accessories are recommended)What to bring: Anyone who supports the freedom of LGBT Singaporeans to love..

pS: DO SUPPORT HIS BLOG TOO..AND WIN $1300 worth of cash and prizes..

love Korang koraaang...mwah

lets reherse!!

2009-05-11T23:30:00.000-07:00

For PiNKDOT this SAT!!!

Yeap, Voguelicious is the guest PEformer...

and todae im going for practice..

yesterday i cant go due to werk..

todae, tomorrow and thursday im free..

den fri got werk..

urghh of all days friday....cant find replacement and dun want too..that day money's in...omg..im saving up again.. cool..im reusing the same old clothes again n again...what to do...i cant buy..

im aiming for this one.....im going KL again june wif Seri and family..

anyone wanna tag along? msg me....

Pictorial KD's SLEEQ performance

2009-05-10T11:27:00.000-07:00

Thank you Mama Nora..for the upload..

Giving Every Bit of Everything

2009-05-10T08:36:00.000-07:00

abg not angry for what happen recently..

abg still will never give up hope..

abg still sayang korang..

abg still believe you guys can go far...

all abg need is your commitment..

abg didnt gain anything in return..

abg didnt ask for anything..

abg didnt need Money...from you guys..

abg regards everybody/one, each of you guys are like my siblings..god noes how many!!!

abg tak marah siti..

siti, dun need to apologise..

i dun need your apology..

im your brother mahh..

i dun want you to return anything...

i swear..

i swore..

im not like other people..have i eva break promises b4? eva since ive known you..last year?

No...you are like a lil sis..

dun say that i didnt feel you...you dun know how HAPPY my life now..

to have met you and the rest...Yess, abg have fhunkie stylers..(those are my family)

yess i have voguelicious (my Sistaz for life).. nothing can compare dem...im nothing without dem..

But my life will become useless is i dun have you or 3OT..

abg have known you guys deeply seh..

we have bonded very closely...

we laugh...

we sad..

we argue...

we fight...

we sleep side by side

we go audition together..

its all real siti/guys..its all real...

i would lite to say thanks to All 3ot member, current ones..

thanks for being the light of my heart..Abg heart..

you guys are my heart and soul seh..

i need all of you..and abg need you siti, by my side..

along wif your two cute assistant, fadh and hakim..and you should b glad that

you are in 3ot..and a member too..bless wif beautiful strong souls and talented individuals..

i tell you dey all are a geM..very precious..

and i believe you can handle that..

you have proven yourself today, and im proud of you..

im proud of my lil sista here!!! seyyyy jiwang peeeee...kimakkkk..lol

abg love

FADH

Hakim

Halim

kane

Wan

mira

dinie

Wawa

totot

yanie

and lastly, Siti..my baby gerl..

what a perfect pic..exclude abg out..this isss 3OT!!

here we go......lets BREATHE!!!!

yessa!!

2009-05-08T19:41:00.000-07:00

Todaes the day...that im gonna go CRAZY....its KD CONCERT!!!!!!!!!! i love sleeq..thank you sleeq...thank you FIS..shut up remy.......lol...oh btw, we are under the V.I.P Pass holder on todaes event!!!! like omg ryte......go Sti, go KD, go REmy, go Nurul, Go zila...and lastly..go BITCH!(me)....hmmmmp..ok gtg now....very busy you now....mwah!!!

give it up FOR SLEEQ!!

2009-05-07T08:41:00.000-07:00

YESSA...i think im ready for the KD concert already this sat...and i LOve the BONding..Kakak jihan Beckham (sleek Manager) Shes very Sweet, Out going, fun to talk wif, Very sincere wif her work and She take care of her siblings(sLeeq) very Well.....heheh..

todaes rehersal went well, learn anew Song and and dere are some drama here and dere..VERY musical theathe i tell you...:) and and and you noe what?..on the day itself ade temperature check at the esplanade hall...(kimakkkkkk) pe leceh!!

im sleeping over kikin house tommorow..yeahhh...near hubby 's crib..*wink*

i wanna wear boots(as usual), white topshop singlet, jacket wif fur which i bought in KL recentlyand a new set of denim leggings..(exclusive from this Fashion) kimakkk kental pe..hehe for the rehersal..i wanna take pic wif Datuk siti..and wanna tell her that i love her voice and if can, i wanna salam her hand...insyallah..personnally!!!!

biar dier ingat aku giler..aku fanatic siak ngan siti!!!

and and and, who would have thought..SLEEQ in person (Sharif) is a nice dude...Glad to have the chance to dance wif him...Actually, terus terang, i am not a big fan of him last tyme, yes i 've listen to his songs couple of times on AIR..and mind you 3 WEEKS in a row..their song still sit on the CHART!!!! CONGRATS!!! and and and..for the record..i kinda hook to this SONG by dem..MOVIESTAR and the other one...Ugrhhh i forget...Something radio...lolol..So i guess im dere FAN NOW and will alwaes b...:)

We have our moments jus now..

hehe..

we laugh..we gossip..we bitch...we etc etc etc..in the Car otw home...

So i jus want to tell to you guys that .... the moral of the story today is.......nothing..WTH!!??

AS what kak jihan would say to kak gerl... i Suker...XOXO....(sungguh tak perlu ehk xoxo)

Signing off now..Mwah

CANT WAIT!!!

2009-05-03T20:08:00.000-07:00

heya, this SAt, 9 May is

Krisdayanti's CONCERT!!! And and and ...i WILL B PERFORMING!!!!!

For Two HAndsome Sexay Dudes..SLEEQ!!!!

Side by side wif

Datuk siti Nurhaliza!!!

AnGGun!!!

and alot more....

God, give me strength, this week..... Amin

i knew this would happen

2009-04-30T08:52:00.000-07:00

you Wanna noe whats on my mind.. really?....i feel shit!!!!!
i feel useless...
i feel im dying...my life span jus ended...
i wanna stop
Stop everything..
cant rewind time..
its all lies
Where got time travel..
bullshit!!!
people say end of the world is 2012!!!
What the fuck!!!
im not prepared...
WAit!! Should i b BELIEVING to all this CRAPS!!!
i need you..
papa..
i love you..
papa..
im crying...
thinking..
im missing you..
you noe who..

LOve is soo Unfair...
its lite bitter chocolate..
i noe its random..
isaac is my name
its my fathers name
my grandma called me that name
i Love my carreer
i sick and tired
of listening to love SONGS
isaac is my name
shut up!!
you tell me to shut up???!
you SHUT UP!!!
get it?
Loves it..

1234567
All BAd Boys will never go to heaven
Why??
no second chance???
WTF..
1234567
Hold my breath Count to eleven
Why??
you wan me to die..?
you Sadistic BITCH..

you happy to see me in this Situation is it?
*clap*
How abt around of applause...

KL Trip

2009-04-27T22:05:00.000-07:00

Heres the Pic...

..i will tell you more when

i have the time ok....now very tired from the Audition and dance prac..and stressfull mind.

im OFF

2009-04-22T21:10:00.000-07:00

to

Kuala Lumpur...

to My family and Frens..Korang jage diri korang baek baek ok?..

i will b Back soon... Love you..

listen and watch

2009-04-20T12:07:00.000-07:00

] the Founders

IZZY, (loves)

reghu aka veron,(loves)

US first tyme

reghu fatty years

Clubs

Glamories

new Familes

new ties..

looking back at this pictures brings me to tears for no apparent reason..

i dun noe why..

i jus loves our bonding..

isaac gonna miss reghu..

sooo sooo much..

bff, i wanna apologised for my wrong doing,bitching or anything verbal..

you must take care of yourself dere in camp..ok..promised me..

and voguelicious, i will alwaes love you..and im proud to b ONe..

The day has Come..

2009-04-20T11:04:00.000-07:00

OKTO LIVE IS TODAY PEOPLE...IM SCRAED...AFRAID OF MY SPINS..MY TURNS....

Btw, below is i CUT AND PASTE..COURTESY OF FAUZI RASULL

Voguelicious will be appearing on TV (for the 2nd time) again!!BOYS AND GIRLS, be sure to tune in to OKTO channel and follow our dolled up boys and experience thrills of pussycat dance while dressed like gorgeous and seductive women. Who would have thought?Set your alarm clock right and don't miss the screening of oktoLIVE! Tuesday (21 April), 8.30pm on the new OKTO channel!

*ps, im scared stiff...bismillah

hectic yet happy..(not that GAy happy )ok

2009-04-19T09:29:00.000-07:00

im soo sooo SOOOOO sOrie for not been Blogging..

i noe ryte...you miss me...i miss you too my dear diary..

im really Busy this few days..
lite tOtally..

Shows Wif Fis,(just now)
Witnessing the Crowning of beloved Junious 3oT for winning first..
REhersing SUPER DUPER hArd for OKTO lIVE this Coming Tuesday..
wIf VOGUELICIOUS..WooHoo..Catch us Live on OKTO ok guys..8.30pm

Life have been real Busy..only mr Superman Knows how little time i rest and
Sleep..less then 5 hours..this 3 days straight..

Coaching 3ot is a blast for Breathe..
Sad that The Whole Squad CANT join due to Age limit..
PApe entah this year nye Rules and regulation..Merepek tau perangai...
but i bet They can do it..insyallah..

i loss weight again..
i feel that my thigh is getting skinnier but my stomach is OMG..Buch'... :(

i Miss that someone soo much...Really mush..and this friday im off..to KL..
i wanna buy abit stuff only..cos my MUm is lite ordering me alot of Stuff to buy
ape dier ingat aku bawak Seribu ke...? mama, isaac tak paham la mama...tak cukup blacan ke kat umah?

Sri aliff, happy burfday..wMWah..rambut stop it ok..but ok la
still nampak CC boy..lol love you many2... present nanti ok..Surprise...eh ehk la..lol

oMg...im soo soo tired now..another day has passed..now today is another...god, i need to rest..
but stil, i wont stop DOING what i want...love you guys and my furry animals... meow~

im DONE

2009-04-09T19:29:00.000-07:00

. With your attitute

. with your lies

. with your presence

. with your scent

. with your .....i dun noe what else....hmmmm

. i dont know...

. i JUst love saying im DONE

...

monolog (here me)

2009-04-07T10:50:00.000-07:00

im sooo in love wif SEAn paul, IN PERSON..i dun noe why...okok, i noe random..but he reminds me of my mr superman..i dun noe..Fantasy....urghh...the way sean paul smile..the way he move..the way he groove..the music..his music..the facial expression...As what nina sky would say.."he TURN ME ON" ....Wooh..SEAN PAUL!!!!!!

HEAT WAVE!!!!

monolog~

2009-04-02T10:38:00.000-07:00

Listening to Bottle pop while typing this and to think what to write..lol

im doing well thank you....

i dun noe what happen, but things happen and im happy coz i we are family once more..back together...

jealous, dun be...you are busy too remember...carry on..dun bother anymore...

Prac for sMACK THAT 360..prac is Great..item is Cute i think..(im sincere ok)lol

hows prac?..tired...hmmmm....but its fun..

gonna miss it soon..

im going kl soon....

what to bring?.....

what to wear...

i wanna spend...but i cant....

i promised my love not tooo...im sowie b...

i miss tmc prac...ehk bachin2 kus...abg rindu krg....korang PAHAM TAK!!!

and i really hope for 30t/tmc to dance for BREATHE competiton..i miss all of dem..

ape ehk...i will b doing the Rihanna dance item for the SBDC this 12th..guest performance..and i dun even noe what is the song lite?...urgh..the day is coming...and this month is clashing month..

11th april, smack that 360, 12th Rihanna show, 14th ite Guest performance... i need to rest...i need to m.I.A

really..and i hugszzz FFDC...thanx guys for the visit and sweets msg...awwww..korang sooo cute...and yeap to pple out dere(hate taggers).. thank you for visiting...you jus make me blushh...really..thank you for noticing and even care reading and visiting my blog....i noe ryte...!

Korang cute lar~ weee

State of my mind

2009-03-28T21:21:00.000-07:00

im HAppy, Im GAy, Im HAppy, im Isaac BITCH!!

The Admosphere is priceless..

the Results is Great...

the pple is Awesome..

THIS pple is WOW and Priceless to me..

Let give it up to TMC!!!

And yeap, frenship...We all Noe whats your intention in the first place..

hear this, WE ALL KNOW... :)

btw, i hate fighting..i Wanna go kite flying...anyone..i need strong fingers...hehehehe

And and anddd....HAPPY BURFDAE TO YOU BRO!!! JONATHAN!!aka JONET!!!! Abg love you!! WOOWOO!!!

Last n not least, 23 more days to KL trip..Whats wif KL Trip nowadays..Best ke KL?..WTH...i jus need to Relax my mind and body....Why not indonesia ehk....God!!!

oh heres the link to the VIDEO..TMC..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yh5jzkHKIYw&feature=channel_page

the TAG is Off

2009-03-25T02:48:00.000-07:00

Im Home...

Thank you for the WONDERFULL SURPRISED VISIT GUYS...the nurse even told me,, that among the other patients guest..i HAve the MOST VISITORS!!! hahaha..i was shocked...Thank you again guys..love you...sooo sooo much!!! and i Love the gift..*thank you LUKE!!!

Special thanks to my BFF(veron and izzy) thanks for being dere for me again...i love you both lots...we have our promised..ryte voguelicious?!..never to b apart again...and Love each other....i dun noe why but i Love uS...soo much...

And my TMC Junious...tahnk you so much for the care and concern..and all that SOBBING!!..you guys MOVE me ok..lyte you guys touched my heart upon seeing you guys cry lite that...im sowie ok..abg love you guys soo much...

and ziela, thank you for taking care of dem(TMC) when im 3 days hospitalised...you have done a good job on taking care of dem...dey love the bonding wif you...dey love you...and to kikin my dear adek, thank you for visiting abg...abg really shocked to see you sitting dere beside my bedlooking at me...i was shocked and yet surprised....i love you adek!!! and to anyone that i have miss..ohh ya wait, DYDY, ANNA and ebal came too...and not to forget BEE, she msg me..its ok bee my dear..you msg abg is enuf already...wOW, i was shocked, to see everyone...i DIDnt tell anyone i was admitted but the news was Spread sooo FAST!! i am touched by eeryone... GEess, i didnt noe what to say anymore....

Plastic

2009-03-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

I dun need your Money to b WEll Known..

I dun need any of your Help to b Who i Am ryte now..

I dun need FAke Smile..

I dun need frenS lyte you in the first place..

cos you are

Split personality

2009-03-19T12:13:00.000-07:00

People out there been wanting to noe abt me..the truth abt isaac..what can i say..when im in fhunkie stylers.. im this

but when im wif Voguelicious, im this

but still, im the same person...this is who i am...jus accept it..

im happy for who i am today..really, im bless..im werking now,

doing what i lite as to b a performer, pay my own bills..have that special someone

beside me for almost a YEAR now..

i LOVE my JUNIORS..or shld i call dem, my inheriters...TMC..my babies..MWAH!

they are my heart and JOY..

So no matter im Fhunkie stylerz or Being Voguelicious..im still the same.

im still

me..

updates :)

2009-03-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

ROMP IV is Super Great...WE didnt ace any position but still, we Noe we Won many heart Out dere..The Support is TREMENDOUS...Thank you Voguelicious FANZ...thank you for Coming down and Support us..Thank you NAs, Siti, And FAdh From 3OT crew!!! We love you three the Most..Abg Love you guys too...

Siti, Once i promised..i will never break that promise...NAs, you noe you are talented..dun let anyone words pull you down..Fadh, thank you for everything...really appreaciated your support and company all this while..

FHUNKIE STYLERZ, i would never eva thought of Abandoning you guys for other group, you guys noe me for the pass three years plus..no matter wat abg still a FISIANs..Wif or without me being the leader of the group..i would never eva do that.. i Still come for FIS PRAC..even if that day i got werk..i still come down for prac..and to that someone..pls stop assuming and ME running away from mistakes..?!! WHERE can i run...wait..WHY must i run....Singapore so Small ehk..btw, i dint do anything..so yeap..

btw, heres the link to our video.. enjoy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4d5_zlRFqY&feature=channel_page

HEy People,

2009-03-04T09:56:00.000-08:00

We are Joining ROMP COMPETITION..We are the TOP 6 Finalist... So yeap..Prac Prac PRAC

Oh btw, i receive a message by this kindred soul...hmmm, what can i say...oh wait, i dun have to say anything, i noe who you are..your ip address is everywhere..tsk tsk tsk Love you honey..

WHAT I GOT (Sing along now)

2009-02-23T21:01:00.000-08:00

Tell me boy what you want

How you want

we could do this

Anything that you want

We could do how you like it

When you gonna get with me

You for get all the rest cuz

Aint no girl out like me

That's got what I got

you got the things I like

you know just what to do

boy you got me

so so so addicted why, why you actin shy

look into my eyes

I'll make it worth your time

So so come on now

Tell me boy what you want

how you want

we could do this

anything that you want

we could do how you like it

when you gonna get with me

you forget all the rest cuz

aint no girl out like me

that's got what I got

I am trying to get through

I'll show you what to do

Boy I'll make you

so so so addicted

Say what you wanna say

but dont let the words get in the way

just do the things I tell you

let me tell you

baby you got my attention

nobody else

holds me down like you do

so come on now

Tell me boy what you want

how you want

we could do this

anything that you want

we could do how you like it

when you gonna get with me

you forget all the rest cuz

aint no girl out like me

that's got what I got

baby how you want it we could do this

yeahhh

we can do how you like it

all the rest cuz

that got what I got

what I got

I got that something that you want

what I got

I got that something that you talk about

what I got

I got that something that you want

what I got

I got something that you dream about

Tell me boy what you want

how you want

we could do this

anything that you want
we could do how you like it

when you gonna get with me

you forget all the rest cuz

aint no girl out like me

that's got what I got

baby

Tell me boy what you want

how you want

we could do this

anything that you want

we could do how you like it

when you gonna get with me

you forget all the rest cuz

aint no girl out like me
that's got what I got

What i GOT... Is my self Respect... So deal wif it..(remembering this portait)

The DAy i BecOme Whole and Accept for who i am..

Feeling Anxious yet Happy

2009-02-20T08:35:00.000-08:00

tOday's the day My beloved 3Ot..Give your Very best ayte, Dun worie, Abg will SCream and Shout for you wif The rest of the Supporters..You guys have Done your very Best...really seriously, i can really see your determination and Hardwork since the very first day i cOach You Guys..., No regrets!! i Love evry Moment Spending time wif you guys..Sowie cant b dere 24/7 la..abg got werk tooo mahhh....hahah..Bitchy.. All the best!!

To my beloved crEw, i LOve our new Choreo..Credits to Khalis and Modified by Seri aka Cherie..Miss korang..and abg rindu kikin, and ziela and wan and jon..terus terang abit of lydia too...sowie, i cant help it..i hope she realise her mistake...and come back to us...kalau tidak pun at least apologise..abg tak marah...seriously..

and to Veron aka bff, i was shocked that you posted my pic in your blog, its sweet memories..and yeap i hope i can meet up wif you and the rest soon, and party Lyte a rOCKstar!!! :)

Abt Dancewerk, hmmmmm...how to say this in a right way.....i Back out..Nooo, Jus no respond from anyone mayb everyone is Very busy..which is the true..i got werk 24/7, need to rush for Outside shows(drama/theathre} coaching 3ot for dere mDIS, i dun have time for myself...not even my Love one...my b...im sad ok, that i heard some of us are not joining dancewerk but what to do..in a way, its a good thing too..i can relax my mind for now..jus concentrate on this upcoming show for sentosa event..oh ya, Fhunkie stylers will b having a dance performance on the 27 or 28 of this month...so yeap..its at sentosa...yeahhhh!!! the theme is STEP UP!! hahah Haiyahhh......confirm can la...lol...

B, jus wanna tell you that no matter how far we are ryte now and we cant see each other that much [:(] im alwaes thinking of you, thnk you for the beautiful eVa lasting Rose that you gave..Happy 10th mnthsary in advance baby...2 more months it will b a year..and cant wait to go Overseas wif you...you know whats on my mind ryte....SHOPPING and eating..(look at the caption for Shopping) lol...so yeap...i wan More Clothes la b...plsss..for me to wear and for you to see...STRICTLY...Love you b..my bantal buchuk!! MWAH!!!!

*btw, the song is SOOOOO dedicated to all those People who say stuff abt me without thinking(you noe who you are,) i have eyes and ears to see and to hear..LOOK at yourself..PATHETIC...Come on la..Zaman biler sak nak Gumpat pasal orang!? Grow up pls...Check the Calender!! its 2009!! so STOP!!

ohhhh...i love the song ACtually....Love the beat...hmmm..hmmm

Miss

2009-02-16T20:54:00.000-08:00

Really Miss US!!!!

Lets dance Back....Pls

AhjuslovebaBiesWelcometoprojectRunWayDesigners

2009-02-15T18:50:00.000-08:00

VAlentines day i spent Wif my Love Ones...Not wif my b... :( i wish.....

Spend time wif Dem..3OT Crew :)

Chut your mOuth!!!!!

Oh well, a day b4 that, i accompany my beloved bro to where GREEN MEN Plays...play?!! wtf isaac????

oh well,

Wake up lite Freaking 6am...But worth it la...for my Brader mahhhhh

otw dere, he was lite.."isaac, im scared, im worried" hahahha..
i told you Noting is gonna happen what!!!!! Shoooots!

b4 the Judgement..Awww..Cute ryte!!!! haha

After the Judgement..."yayyyyy" Told you already...Bimbo! :)

den we go MAkan NASI PADANG ..it was lite OMG Lorrr...the Food is sooo Nice
EVEn recomment by MAKANSUTRA...DIE DIE MUST TRY...its at arab street

Danny's Treat...heheheh..MWah!!

oh ya!!!! i wanna watch this....

Baby....Plsss.....we promise.... :)

Updates!!

2009-02-11T19:05:00.000-08:00

As you all can see, im teaching and werking at the same time...Life has been great..

hmm, where to start..

i jus wanna make a fast one(Quickie)..ok lets start!!

>I watch Voguelicious Performance on Facebook...the new one..Okto!! and i Was impressed wif Veron!!! and thats the truth..Bravoo! HArd work all paid off... :)

>Helping Jamil wif his freekzy gerls for SYF this year..On April....LOve the Bunch!!! VEry Cute and Dey are GOOD!!! Be careful Boys..The Gerls are BACKKKK!!! haha.. but still NO one can beat VOGUELICIOUS la....

>MDIS competition rehersal wif 3OT..Hmmmm, i hope its ok..i am buzy wif werk and teaching so i only heard updates from dear Fadh...hmmm, Do Prac Guys....Plss, you left wif 8 more days?!
>HAd a new haircut

>a new Shirt

>a new place to spend time wif mr clark kent..

>i miss Clubbing..okok, mayb im going PLAY this saturday...i DUn care... FAdh follow me plssss...lol

VAlentine is coming....and i receive LOVE....Lots of it....Thanx huney bunney...

THIS is For you BIATCH!!

2009-02-11T09:36:00.000-08:00

i HATE you!!!! Really.. Mr Sai_ _ _ !!!

Who do you think you ARE~~~~~!!!!
Treating my Lil brader Lite that!!!

you MAke him feel lite he is a piece of Shit!!!

After All those Sarcrifise he has done to you....

After that ONE YEAR and a half of Relationship...All Gone???? Nothing????

You are SOOO dead Biatch!!! REally... And to those OTHER SLUTS that have taste his SALty and DistasteFul MeAT OF HIS....GOOD LUCK Bitches!!! And you!!!! GO AND DIE...!!

you WAN PANADOLS???!! i HAve Plenty......(haha)

Oh btw, zai says hi....

where is i land...(dun get it) haha

2009-02-08T18:57:00.000-08:00

You Know I don't know what it is

But everything about you is so irresistable

Don't you try and tell me that he's not my type To hide what I feel inside When he makes me weak with desire I Know that I'm supposed to make him wait Let him think I like the chase but I can't Stop fanning the fire, I know I meant to say no

But he's irresistable Up close and personal Now inescapable I can hardly breathe, more than just Physical deeper than spiritual His ways are powerful And irresistable to me (yeah yeah, I can hardly breathe)

Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's rightThat I should really say goodnight But I cant stop myself from falling (falling)Maybe I'll tell him that I feel the same That I don't want to play no game (No)Cuz when I Feel his arms wrapped around me I know I'm meant to say no (I meant to say No...)

But He's Irresistable (Irresistable)Up close and personal Now inesacpableI can hardly breathe ( I can hardly breathe) More than just physical Deeper than spiritual (oh oh yeah)His ways are powerful Irresistable to me

Can't You see whenever he's close to meI really find it hard to breathe He's so irresistibleBaby you know its more than just spiritual His kisses are powerful

He's so irresistable (yeah yeah)Up close and personal (oh yeah)Now inescapableI can hardly breathe (I can hardly breath)More than just physical (oh yeah)Deeper than Spiritual His ways are powerful Irresistable to me

He's irresistable (yeah yeah)Up close and personal (irresistable to me)I can hardly breathe More than just physical Deeper than spiritual His ways are powerful Irresistable to me....

Love you.... and you know who you are... :)

Project Valentine 2009

2009-02-07T10:49:00.000-08:00

This remind me of "LADY GAGA" :)

:ps..Alot more Pic actually..but look at the time..its 3am..urgh..got to get some sleep coz

tomorrow at dancewerk rehersal wif Mr JAmz... im soo gonna b late..

oh ya..B, happy Valentines day to you ok..i Love you many Many..... i wan my gifts...NOW!!!

Yeah

2009-02-02T20:06:00.000-08:00

i HAve play a new Character at last...FREN3... i sooo lurve it sooo much....

the first show is sucky..coz im too fast...but i love the second show...i think i did ok...heheh..yeah, anew character to remember...i hope to get more shows to play this character..heheh mwah..

*ps..Thank you bro for your help..without you..i think im gonna cork up EVERYTHING..

Swollen

2009-02-02T20:00:00.000-08:00

i dun have enuf rest...im too tired...i dun have enuf sleep... im sowie.. give me space..

im shutting down soon...urghhh

Practise Day

2009-02-02T19:44:00.000-08:00

Doing Dance rehersal..(final touch up on the steps.....)

Hmmm, where do we go today?... We went down to esplanade underground for prac..meet up FAntastic crew..talk to hakim (fantastic 4) for awhile..we laugh and enjoy till this topic is up..

i jus dont wanna get involve cos its not my crew nor my crew member, im jus dere coach..but to see what this one person do to this Group is INHUMAN... really...you should jus let dem go and do your own things....sTOP create More gossip to other crews abt dem(3Ot)...

btw, the bonding dey have ryte now is priceless.... its betta den last tyme..no more fighting, no more slacking..and fyi, yes dey throw you out from the group...its for the betta...Trust me..

i noe you miss dem, but this is notthe Way to do it...you make more chaos and hatred towards yourself.. i dun care abt you being sarcastic to me on the phone...cos i dun even noe you...so i dun feel a thing..im immune...really :)

Jus b Mature..

See the bonding?!...so dun disturb.. thank you :)

Breeze So Breezy

2009-02-02T19:31:00.000-08:00

this is what i did 4 days ago......

i went to sakae sushi wif mr Clark kent.. :)

* Ps..i Love this day..thank you for the treat mr claRk kent... Save me from myself plz..... :)

Moomoo Wanna says Something

2009-01-29T14:46:00.000-08:00

i Dont know why but moomoo is feeling cranky today..mayb his hungry...so i treat him..his favourite

Mee soto and Bandung....Yummy...

hear YE heAr ye..

2009-01-29T14:31:00.000-08:00

Ladies and gentlemen, gays and lesbian...please meet two of my Bitchiest Sisters on Earth.. Jules and Dean..Dey are Soo Uber~ly Funny and Talented..The ones who Makes my day at work worthwhile..haha..Korang giler!!

Remember All those Walls i Built

2009-01-29T14:04:00.000-08:00

Life have been very Uber Busy...wif Classes, dance session, werk ....i dont even have time for my love ones...

sometimes i even feel lite I DONT wana Do anything but jus Sleep...

im very tired you noe....

my bodys aching...

im in pain..

help me boo...

here me Shut my Mouth

2009-01-25T09:01:00.000-08:00

not been sLeeping well lately, noooo, im not sick...jus to little time to rest to even wanna close my eyes is scary..i Got alot of things to do at such a short period of time..

Choreo not done yet..shows coming..abt afew mre days...

jus came back from an audition wif beloved crew..for a tv show produced by najid ali.. i think we did great tho..even tho the stage is sooo damn slippery..abg ewan(fantastic 4) was dere too..i even told him b4 i went to the stage.. "am i in the wrong audition"...ohhh tat part must tell you guys lata...we really got no idea until we reach that audition place..urghhhh!

the judges was lite stunned and smile..and dey clap for us..i teLLLLL you the feeling very the American Idol..hehe

den after the audition..we went to esplanade to rest for awhile coz i need to go to werk...urghhh again..

choreo was finally done at last...i was lite omg...im happy..helping my dancemate wan, for his choreo..and its done too..he is soo happy...abg happy to see you smile wan..really, One of the freekzy boys were dere too, aliff..having krump session wif khalis, also one of my dancemate..

So yeap, oh yaa....meet up wif this crew..dey called demself RADIATION...i only recognised one of dem, from frenster i tink..hehe..Rudy ryte..haha..i tell you..dey are fun bunch of people...seriously..and dey love and adore my crew...awww..we love your crew tooo...seriously, i never heard of dem b4 but i tell you, dey are unique in dere own ways..the dance is WOW..jus dun b too fast ryte..its really nice..Fresh la...hehe..

spend time wif dem..hehehe, one of the radiAtion gerls is having an argument wif her ex boifren on the fone and decided to on LOUDSPEAKER...omg, i tell you..her ex VEry dumb..i think His Confused la gerl...hehe,the "you, You,YOU..thingy" hehe kecian dier..i think his GAy lor..hehe

we shall hang out soon ryte guys..mwah...

hmm, sooo...werk, S.o.s was fun...LAugh aLot lyte hell...Today Happening la..kena slap by Zambri..RANDOMLY..Lyte omg....BITCH!!
Very random lor...really random...urghh..i think its a tradition culture thing in s.o.s to get Slap by Zambri...Randomly..coz everyone kene already..Gabby darling, Sunny, Jules(Most of the time) hehe..now me..urghh...Shall keep my distance from you..heheh,

hmm after sos, we went to have have our late dinner at siah im..look at this

try guessing how much im paying for this two items..$5 Dollars!!! omg!!! CHOKe my BLood you Noe!!

iTs soo Expensive la....and the mee rebus looks soo very the Canteen food...luckily moomoo say its ok..hehe..Moomoo is dere too...

oh ya, gtg now..remix still not done yet...i think..hmmm

afterHOURS piCtorial...

2009-01-23T19:03:00.000-08:00

ehhhhk..Moomoo?

What?!!! told ja We are Crazyyyyy....hehe

Stories to tell

2009-01-23T18:20:00.000-08:00

been super uber buzy wif life lite seriously..preparing for an audition for a show soon...Hope we get it..

Dancewerk practice wif the rest is okok...i think this coming tuesday practice will b tuff coz JAMZ will b dere...i hope i wont get scolded...im afraid of jamz in a way...hehe, really..becoz i respect him...not becoz his BIG or Something...its jus that..he got a REPUTATION to hold too...So i dun wanna spoilt it...i wanna b better tho in dance....so yeap, i dun mind....BRing it!!!

hmm..wanna noe what i do on our 9 months anniversary?

> we went to shop for Geeky specs Together....

>We went makan~ing at SEOUL GARDEN

>we Book a place to stay overnite

>we play, we laugh, i Cry.....

why...coz i only get to meet you every 8 days ONE time a week...dont you feel me b?...

a Day out wif Superman :)

my Point of view

2009-01-20T09:13:00.000-08:00

my mInd was like asking me aLot of Questions....

in Dance...

in Frenship...

in Lovelife....

This MAIN thRee.....

Been Blog hopping for awhile....i feel your pain.....isaac mIss you guys too..but im sowie, i Love my family more...plss understand....

im sick......ankle sprained...cant walk that much..bruised here and dere...

im stress free now.....seen my specialist, the Nurse...im free from stress..yeap, :) the results is Tremondours....i Passed!!!

still in love wif my B..9 Months Tommorrow..Happy Monthsary Boo!!

Miss drinking.....haha....

Miss dancing at the esplanade....

miss torning Wif chopstick Love....Ok, thats random.... miss Us tho..

Stop asking me abt things i dun wanna talk abt...coz i find it hISTORY....!

been staying up late.......Love the frens around me.....Fadh....thanx for being dere..really appreaciate it....really...

miss my PSP.....lend it to my fren for awhile.....hmmp....i miss staying up late playing wif it....:)...hope you read this,,,,coz its time for you to give it back to me!!!!!!!! hehe Kidding....

Joining Dancewerk wif Freekzy...some of dem...training is SUPer Tiring and tuffffff......

Fhunkie stylerz is DOPE!!

3OT is Still Under construction......i loyte.....Cant wait for TMC... yeap!

Life been busy eva since 2009 is here...Siak ar 2009!!!

peace out PISANG.....

Updates nom 3

2009-01-18T08:36:00.000-08:00

what did i do today..hmmm, Rehersing and practising and rehersing lyte hell..Learning some cool lyrical moves jus now by khalis and aliff freekzy..actually khalis teach me la..aliff is dere too..heheh

And why im dere...?

Cos i m coaching 3Ot crew as per usual.. i need to shake off all my Vodka lime Out from my body...feeling abit tired and shag due to rehersals and dance prac..but i cant complain is becoz thats what i wana do...hmmmmm

tengok nie...Ishhh, Kechian..letih ehk dier?!...hehe

oh ya btw, lets update abt Funkamania...

we didnt get it to the finals..i tell you its super DUPER UPERRRRR toUGH...Everyone of Dem CREWS is FUcking DOpe i TEll you..its Lyte Worst Den DANCEFLORR..oh ya, one of the DANCEFLOOR judges is dere too..btw, we did our item, kena comments...i was Hoping for the worst...Skali, Good Comments Chey....GOOD ENERGY and the theme is nicely done..dey commented on kikin, the only gerl that dance wif us coz seri have to b wif her brader at Zouk, COMPEtitiOn..Ziela is dere Supporting..Oh ya hor, why didnt she dance wif us...Hmppph!! :)
oh ya, back to kikin..she kena comments saying that good energy and we should use More on her..?!! isaac pun tak understand..im confused... hehe

but joining the comp is really an eye opener...dere are alot of Unknown Crews Out dere in SINGApore ehk..i never heard b4...and dey Are FREAKING GOOD!!!!!!

seriously, we have to change our Routine seh guys..actually abg have already...hehe LETS!!!

arigato.....

Been Practising

2009-01-14T18:19:00.000-08:00

Fhunkie stylerz is Joining a Dance Comp this Coming Sat...Err..i Dont know what it is but yeah..:)

Wishing all the Best For Aryll and the Crew.the UDC..Dont worie, Abg will come k and Support adek.. Must do your Bestest best tau...wheres the venue again?....ZOUK is it?!! OHMA!! im Going Clubbing After SOOOOO long...hehe..Cant wait...Bringing a fren Dere coz My B is working on that Day..i noe b, Dun have to say..i noe your ROster..hehe i kan Your Lover, bestfren etc..etc..hmmm Mwah...

Lost my ezlink Card and have to purchase a new One..Urgh!! im soO the MAlas tau nak Q kat Interchange..Dah la Ramai orang..PANJAAAAAAang Pulak tu...Urgh....MAlassss nye aku..

i dont know why but i think im kinda tight ryte now..am i? i dun noe?...i think la...wana spend soo much on food pun i scared..

mind my english..i loveee to mis~match Malay and english Together..Ala, Feeling2 Racial HArmony la...hehe..ok lame#

Obtw(Oh by the Way), Coaching 3OT is a Blast..i tell You..and i dun noe why but i have alot of new Steps for dem but i cant think of any steps for my own crew...Urgh..So Unfair.. i soo hated myself..

3Ot, Guys..remember what abg told you ok in Our dance session Yesterday..You guys got Potential to go far..i can see it in my eyes..Prove to those haterz that 3OT is not just Some typical Group No more...and i love your Commitment and determination..really..you guys bring a smile on my face.. and Listen to what Abg JOnathan (Fhunkie stylerz) one of the pioneer member of the group, says to you guys too..ok?!

i Give you guys 2 MONTHS..Insyallah..you guys Are DOPE!!

as for now, its Torturing Day!! WAhahahahahahah

Give it up for 3OT Crew pple...

*i still dun get it..3OT Stands for?...Hakim, Alim...Anyone...FAdh...Anyone....Urghh..Explain.. :)

Who said...i Cant

2009-01-13T18:38:00.000-08:00

: My Beloved drawings....

Tadaaaaa..... Ok gtg now, For dance Session...woohOO!

busy, so tired yet FUN

2009-01-13T18:14:00.000-08:00

Allo Peepz, i Jus Got Back From Doing Some photoshoot..(helping my bro danny for his Project)

The results...i SUCK!! Hahhahahaha...

At MookZ, Heeran...Ape lagi...CamWhoring LA!!!!

Lets play,"who can Hold their Breath the longest"..DANNY!!!

FAns for Life..

2009-01-13T08:54:00.000-08:00

Hey ya My Beautiful peeps, here i wanted to present you TWo Beautiful People whom Supported Me and my Crew Fhunkie stylerz And Voguelicious..This two beautiful ladies are from the Nutz Family Crew..The Bestest crew in Jurong and the west side... i dun know why but dey really2 looked up to youas dere idol..this is what ms ella Said thru msn..heheh..Blushh..Thanks gerl..Isaac Love Korang too..do support Us, Me..Sape2 lagi la ok...Love both of you..and i hope you guys love it...

ps# told ja im gonna blog abt it...ms ella..hope you lite it... DERE you go peepZ, EllA And FEEZA

Mutha fucker

2009-01-12T19:57:00.000-08:00

Seriously...i jus wanna Put ur Fucking retarted Face of yourS here and let Everyone Know that you are One Filthy Bastard that Love to destroyed other people Relationship...

Well not mine of coz..And if you are blind or Deaf ..FYI, im Attached for almost 9 months now wif someone i really Love so plss stop ruining it you Asshole...

How dare you !!! How could you!! his your fren...His My Fren.... JUs Becoz no one lites your attitude you wanna destroy his relationship.....!!?? Ahh by creating rumours abt me and him until his beloved decided to break up wif him....ehk!! you have no heart isit? you did not destroy my relationship wif my guy but you jus destroy you frens relationship...

i Hope Justice wii b seRVED....you Mutha fucKer!!!

fyi, i dun even lite the way you are..staring at you really pissed me off..you are nothing to me..go ahead, tell more gossips abt people especially your frens...One day you might get LUCKY!!